its bitter-sweet. like dark chocolate. :)

i am so HAAAAAPPPYYYYY!!!!!! :) :D :>

it feels like the whole year's worth of stress is now GONE! its GONE!.... i cant believe it. ITS ACTUALLY GONE!

i feeeeellllllllllll so FFFRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :)

today's paper was chemistry and it was suprisingly O-K-A-Y compared to trials. ;) hehehe...
i was so happy when the papers were collected. i actually cried.
all my worries. all the nights of studying. all the stress. its all taken away. i feel SO relieved.

my results are now in God's hands. however well or horrible i've done, i know i have given it my ALL. :) so, no regrets.. :D

if i do well, all praise and glory be given bak to HIM.
i didnt think i would ever survive SAM but i did! and i've made so many wonderful friends along the way too! :)

i will certainly miss not having them around anymore.. :(

i dont know why but typing this post is making me feel so emotional about everything. how everything has fallen into place so nicely. about finishing. no more college. about leaving. starting uni. sigh.

which reminds me, i have a personal statement and resume to complete. :S

but i'll worry about that l8er!
cos i'll be going to malacca tomorrow!!!!!
we've been planning this trip for many months now and its FINALLY materialising. :)
i'll be staying at suet yoong's place! whhhheeeeeee! :) i can terrorise her room!!! ;) hehe..
(in case ur wondering why its in purple, its her-SY's favourite colour)

i've got to PACK!!!! HEHEHEHEHEHEHE...

:)

oh, life and its oddities.

last week: i watched cloudy with a chance of meatballs with ben, ally and george. funny movie. definitely worth watching. =)

today: i got a RM 9.50 fine from the library which I am SOO NOT paying... they have NO right to charge me more than a sub of the day for being 2 days late. stupid fees. apparently, the book i borrowed is charged by the hour. *boo*

miss ng returned our letters on the 'airport' scene. mine along with a few others were selected to be read by the class! hee~~ happy *yays*..

spent a LOT of time signing autographs in everyone's yearbook. ;) wrote a few long ones and they made me feel so nostalgic about the whole year..i dun like to be reminded about saying goodbyes..
tomorrow is the last day of the S.A.M. course. last day of G4 09. last day of class. last day we complain about going back late. last day we rush back from lunch to get bak to class.

last day to ask mr. fraser john pererra how he got his name.

i cant believe its the last day. i dont want it to be the last day.

I am working hard..

.....because i dont want to look back, and REGRET that i hadnt.

cinema paradiso(se)

exactly a year ago, i was lying on the hospital bed feeling miserable. nola, not exactly that la, friends came to visit =) but i felt so helpless on drip and all.. ;p
fast4ward a year l8er,

today, i had a lovely burfday! :) and it didnt involve getting sick! :) haha..
thank u G4 for the cake, it was yummy! ;)
thank u for the really warm hugs from all of you. ;D
thank u for posting on my wall-thank u for the messages!
thanks to suet yoong, charlene, jia2, wan dien, rach, sim and fook for dinner!
and thank u also for accompanying me for the 'Songs from the Movies' recital... ;)
i had a lovely tym..THE SONGS ARE NOW STUCK IN MY HEAD..

"happy hatchday"

" just because you're eighteen and legal, doesnt mean you get to smoke "

" may you receive more LOVE "

no prize for guessing whu said the last line. haha. :)

a BIG thank you, once again!!

whhheeee~~ =D

ATP World Tour in Malaysia! =)

On Friday, Michelle and I skipped Bio and Maths periods to watch Malaysian Open Tennis at Putra Stadium Bukit Jalil. We were both super excited bout it..we were running thru' the entrance and up the stairs to get to our seats.haha. at that time, the first quater-final match ( Soderling vs Berdych) was ongoing so we were not allowed to enter the court until there was a break. :( when we finally took our seats, Soderling was leading 6-2 1-0. Watching tennis live is SUPER FUN! the atmosphere is totally different from watching it on TV. You can cheer for ur favourite player and u get heard. :)

soderling with his head buried in the towelhe was only few inches away from me! hahahaa..he was very nice. he even signed my book. =) whheee~~

michelle and ashlea. p/s notice the empty seats ;(

soderling after his serveha, i thought this looked cute.. :)if u cant see it, it says, 'MONFLIS-ur good enough to be cocky'~~Mr. Gael Monflis-the entertainer. Some boy in the crowd passed out or sumtin during the first game of his match and Monflis pointed it out to the umpire. After a while, paramedics arrived and took the boy away and the match resumed.enjoying world class tennis with starbucks. while waiting for the gonzales-youzhny match to startfernando gonzales with his superb forehand..

richard gasquet. aaaahhhhhhh! &hearts

i like this shot very much. :) gasquet serving :)

did i mention i lovee his backhand? ;-)

fernando verdasco.

michelle kept saying, 'they're all so good looking' like a thousand times ( yeah, its an exageration)but she said it sumtin like everytime sumone scored a point.. lol.

i had loads of fun! =)

what are friends for, if not for love?

You know how things can be so depressing and frustrating and stressful and full of worry?
You know how some friends put you down to make themselves feel better?
You know how you dont always make the wisest of choices?

hOW refReshIng it iS to finD frIends whO aRe NOt herE to juDge, but heLp Us moVe aLoNg thRu' oUr miSTakeS anD pitfAlLs! =)


Ive been beaten down
Ive been kicked around
But he takes it all for me
And I lost my faith
In my darkest days
he makes me want to believe

They call him love, love, love, love, love
They call him love, love, love, love, love
he is love
And he is all I need

~Parachute~

barack obama fencing at white house

U.S. President Obama looks so cute while fencing. :) Although his wife called his attempt at fencing 'pathetic'. lolx. Olympic silver medallist sabreur (the weapon i fence too!) Tim Morehouse was there with the president fully dressed in adidas fencing suit. *o*

As u can see from the pics, Mr Obama was holding a light sabre -think star wars-not the actual fencing sabre.

He even told one of the reporters that he had always wanted to fence!!! yeahh!!!! fencing rocks! even the president agrees.

a huge burden has been lifted. albeit not entirely.

TRIALS ARE finally over!!!
and I must say, i feel extrememly regretful that I hadnt started my revision earlier and had to cramp everythin' at the last minute!! imagine - doing 10 chapters of physics in less than one day! sigh. anytin' is possible when u're reallii desperate. i was a crius ZOMBIE for the few days survivin with less than 4 hours of sleep. with so many words and numbers running thru' ur brain waitin to be spitted out.

after 5 days of sleeping at 1am and getting up at 4 am, I really appreciate my sleep now more than ever!!!!!!

so we went to sunway (as we always do) after HORRIBLE MATH PAPER. and i tink we stood outside MPH complaining about the maths paper for like so long before we realised we were all so hunggryy...haha. then we went to AC.for sum reason, i was so hungry but i didnt feel like eating.suet yoong too. so we juz had juice! then I went to charlene's place to rest for a while on her nice comfy bed until 12 pm waitin for Ben's class to end. we had lunch at gasoline. and at that time, i felt like eating!!!! ;) food was quite good too! ;) a few of them went to watch up so i went shopping with the others. we walked into this shop that sells hedgehogs, flying squirrels, lizards and rabbits( that Tracey said looked like they had eyeliner on)... and a whole lot of other exotic animals, u wont believe! haha..

i think i'll be going to go back there tomorrow to buy the dress that I had reserved. :)

I have just met u, and i love you! ~UP~

first of all, i finally watched UP! =)

at sunway, 3-D version.

but i was a lil' disappointed that they omitted a few scenes that I had watched online. boo for that. but it was a good show, overall!

russell is so CUTE!! and adorable!!!! :) :)

one of the scenes that was not shown...'' I'M BLIND! I'M BLIND! ''...

funny scene..

the lovable carl and russell

after that, did a lil' window shopping with alyssa around sunway. then i found this really nice lace top from topshop. and i was like I WAAAANNNNTTTT!!!!!

since it was cell night, i went to Ben's house later and we watched MTV World Stage on TV. i cant believe i gave up the chance to be there and join in the screaming crowd to watch AAR and Hoobastank LIVE!!!! arrgghh!!!

neways, fastforward 10 hours later, training was exhausting today!

i was making this particular mistake. My coach said its because i tell myself that i cant reach it. so i make unnecessary steps to try to reach. and bcoz of that, he made me close my eyes and do the lunge eyes closed! *freaky*..so that i dun hav any pre-conceived notion of disbelief when fencing. and it really worked! haha! lesson learnt: i need to believe in myself more.